i just sat on my bed all day and watching some movies while my thoughts are in the clouds. searching something. i was being like, "what have i done?"
everyone said, this day is gonna be the day that everyone had their time for themselves and thinking what have they done with their life.
so do i.
i through everything.
i feel everything. and most of all,
i've left everything.
i mean, i don't want to talk about it.
keinget, tahun lalu i mean i love December 2013. because of what?
jaman Pare. gila, i have no idea banget kenapa gue kangen Pare. (how can you not love being in pare and missing the part of the pare, Pareholics?)
bukan itu aja sih. i just want to tell you about how my 2014 goes.
it gone. all gone.
it passed. all passed.
and i am done.
6 bulan pertama, masih jadi kelas 11 dan Alhamdulillah, i got the good scores but i have to be more better, right? well that's the good once. but don't worry, 2014 is the good year for me because it gave me some of learning. you-really-know-what.
bukan hanya itu aja. banyak banget kegiatan yang Alhamdulillah lancar dan sukses. so here it goes ;
- NGAMEN 3 HARI -
- GEBYAR -
- MOPDB -
- BAND GUE JUARA 1 MEN!! -
- LATGAB -
- LDKS 2014-2015 -
- SERTIJAB // ART CORNER -
- BTS -
- Tahfidz Quran -
YAPS. 9 postingan diatas itu adalah sebagian tulisan yang gue share disini selama 2014. and i was just like..........
I done everything.
masa-masa, "haha-hihi" itu beneran udah
habis
because 2015 is might be the best year of me if i struggling so hard
because i takes A LOT OF FINALS, THEN.
Anggep aja itu ............ hem.
Anyway, it taught me a lesson.
you know i really dont like of being happy just with myself. but
you do really know.
there are two types of people in the world,
people with good,
people with wicked.
you choose one of them for yourself
and you could never choose for somebody else
after that, i see a conclusion.
we have to be happy, more happy.
we have to be good, more good.
we have to don't care if people are good or wicked.
the important is,
do what you're gonna be with yourself
because everybody is busy with themselves.
this is really taught me more than ever him .
i am so sorry, you.
i think i might be better left you because,
i was off being happy around you.
i am not h a p p y
a r o u n d y o u
and
i was so fragile at a time, but no more.
i'm not the way i used to be, again.
i am n e w .
so, new year? new love?
haha, i will spread love to anyone. but for just like, kind of that past, haha, i dont think so.
So, HAVE A GREATEST NEW YEAR FOR ALL OF YOU, GUYS!!!!!!
This is me, A girl sat on her bed and watching world with her laptop and enjoying the new year's eve,
me,
Mutia Novianti.
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