Is it really, a feeling?
Is it a fear?
Or, is it a sad?
I think it was really the saddest moment of my life
You know what, sometimes we can be a heart-less person. I am sure nobody wants that even if they're at their lowest, but for me? I surely don't want any of those.
I try to deny that, i laughed a lot even if i know that is not funny at all. I smiled while my heart is really having a badass hurricane.
That's really weird, huh?
You know you don't want that but somehow you did not know why you did.
You know you don't hear all the bullshit story that your friend told you but you just seemed hearing because you don't want your friend's feeling?
Hear.
Hear.
Hear.
You heared people
You, be there for your friends just because you are fucking exactly know what is like to be have no one?
Hearing is good, darling. But sometimes, you need people to hear your story.
It scared me the most, a simple "Are you okay?" Question could be really the hardest question because you don't even know how to answer, you don't even know what to say anymore because you heared bullshit everyday.
That's really torture me. How could possibly, being a heartless person--but it still feel hurting?
How could possibly, being a heartless seems like you're hurting your own self?
Or, is it me, or the universe?
Is it me, hurting myself, or the universe taught me a lot of bullshit all these i-dont-know-if-it's-incredible-or-not years?
Danke schön,
Muti.
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