For all the words i have been kept,
for all the times i have been wait,
it's good to be back.
you might be wondering, is this a resume posting about 2016? possibly.
or
is this a posting about my resolution for 2017? no.
for i have been known, i have never get myself a resume or resolution. because what's the point of that?
i mean like this, you write down your own shit hope into a paper and you keep it for a year then the end of year you will look back and read it and evaluating yourself?
i'd rather have no resolution like that.
i would love if my life flows like a water. no. please let me explain to you.
everyone has a goal in their life. no matter good or shit, everyone got one. include me.
but i really love doing something i love and i wish it really affects for people and i write down so in time like this i would probably reflecting myself of what i have been doing lately this year.
and the shit one was, i am not doing so much. and it was really hits me the most.
but the cool was, i love meeting a lot of people this year. i literally meet my new internet friends and we talk a lot even though i was shit to her because i am the kind of people who afraid to talk first. i knew more people. i befriended with my friends who are not so close with me but i'll try to be more socialize like what he said.
"kayanya lu gak cocok main ama mereka, be socialize"
well in that case, i have been putting myself away from my usually friends and talk with another one.
but the hardest part is,
for all i have been know, i desperately wasting this year for longing.
yes. longing. and i dont even know what i am longing for.
and i keep whispering to myself over and over,
i wish i have a lot of time to write.
#np this wild life - better with you
Best regards.
Mutia Novianti