Minggu, 12 Juli 2015

Self-improvement

Hai
I'm sorry for not really serious being written a lot of posting, but indeed
I just want to share my thoughts, right?
Tapi kali ini insya Allah gue bakalan lebih serius drpd yg sebelumnya
Ew, that's too ambiguous.
So there is a lot of writer. Who writes anything that lives in their bloody brain. Which is they lived by the words, eh?
So belakangan ini gue suka bgt baca fanfiction. Ga ff aja, baca novel juga. Well intinya gue baca karya orang. Tapi tuh kalo baca ff suka canggung.
You know what distracted me?
There is two option if you are a writer.
One.
You write for your famous life.
"Pokonya gue bakalan lanjutin cerita nya kalo yg like ff ini udah blablabla k."
I mean, what's on your mind? Kenapa si pentingin "followers"? I mean, logic nya, if you are really a great writer, your fans will be stick to you till the end and you have no idea if you want them to like your jobs because they will. Gausah maksa kali. Kalo mereka suka, pasti lo bakalan di notice. Ngapain sih ribet2 mikirin "followers"? Your fan will be come to you, will be loving you, kok. But dengan cara nenaksa it feels like........it's not the thing.
But really, banyak org yg mau famous dengan passion nya. Tapi the famous thing will be coming to you IF YOU do it by yourself. Balik lagi, you don't have the famous thing. Nanti di kuburan ga ditanya berapa banyak followers mu.
Two.
You write for yourself.
Because,
Everything you do, its for yourself, it's really more valuable for yourself than doing nothing for the famous thing.
There is a lot of plenty fish at the sea, kan? Nah kalo lo nulis dengan niat yg tulus dan untuk diri lo sendiri, it's like you are rewarding yourself. That's the more valuable than anything. You will feel the free. You do nothing with everyone who's thinking about what you do. Because what you think about yourself is more important than what others think about you.
I know this is pretty lame and i was being such a good writer who has a lot of fans but I'm not I'm a weirdo. But this is my thoughts and i write it down in my bedroom and cuddling with my pillow and being starving.
So long,
-Mutia Novianti-