hello!
since the last day (i guess?) i told you that i dont even know what i am going to write. then i got up the morning and i have this idea.
since when i feel like, "i dont even know what to write a story" or anything, because of there is a lot of test of being accept to a college, i feel like i have to write another one (and it should be completed, not just like the last time i wrote.) and i feel like, "i should write a new one!!"
then i realized,
i don't even have any inspiration right now.
you may talk to a greatest writer like, "have you ever lost your brightest star?" or "have you ever have no inspiration in life whether you have a lot of people that loves you in a whole time?"
i am not a writer, but having a feeling like that, is really sucks.
and the following question you may ask is, "so, how did you end up of being have no inspiration? did you meditation or somewhat?"
and you may even worst like,
"how'd you get the inspiration again?"
that is so sick, dude. and i think every writer just answer, "everybody has their own tradition when it comes up having no inspiration."
i have no paper story in 2015 i guess. Last year, i have so many stories to tell about. i have so many imagination in my mind and it comes up into a short story or if i wanted to, i could turning that into a fanfiction with a lot of parts in it. if i wanted to.
but sadly, i have no inspiration. even if a lot of people surrounding me with a lot of loves in the air.
duh, so touched, so metaphor.
according to the title of this post, i'd like to share with you what is My 75% WHole Escape Thing that i've been through. (sorry, i've been such like a kid that really needs a therapist. but really, this is my therapy)
- I watched movie a lot. -
most of it, i watched drama, yea i know i'm such a girly but seriously i love action, horror, thriller and even comedy (yea, everybody's love that actually i guess) you may want to seek a little of my movie collection in my folder?
why in this country, i can't have a netflix account?
The Cartoon. no, i mean childhood. yea, whatever.
The Teenage.
Everybody seems like, "ew, you're so drama."
duh, you didn't really know me, though.
and everytime i watched a lot of drama movies, the more i realized that
i am such as cool as ice.
seems couple of people knowing me like that.
Gapapa. i'm being introvert right now, am i?
- I listen a lot of music -
nah, i dont want to talk much about this.
you may click this link , huh?
- I read Fanfiction. -
actually, this is embarassing because whenever i read, i feel like, "i'm such a dork, by the way" haha and you have to know that i heard a qoute like,
"kamu baca satu buku hanya bisa membuatmu merangkai satu paragraf."
then, it makes me i have to read a lot of stories that everyone told in the web, right?
nah, that is fanfiction. but i read some novels too.
God, Thank you that My Parents told me i have to read a lot of books i love.
but fanfiction is different, really. yea it may seems a lot of dramas in it but seriously you'll love it. here's to the best fanfiction that i have read in Wattpad (ups. follow me then, @mutiaseze ^^)
but i do read a lot but i give you what i love.
The more i watched a lot, the more i feel i have to feel a new one
The more i listened a lot, the more i feel to thinking a new one
The more i read a lot, the more i feel i have to write a new one
Cheers,
- Mutia Novianti -
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