January || Short Holiday

Hello, Bloglife!!

If you want to know, there is a post that i want to publish and share with you guys but the content may be too restricted and it was really privacy and i thought i might be write another one.

I know that is okay for you guys. Because if i publish, you may be knowing that i am so a desperate person.

But im not that kind of desperate person.

So in this situation. January is like a trial month for me, for 2016. It's not like i can not move on from 2015, it is because i have a thoughts that i am ready for this year in February.

I am so sorry for you, January, because you were like monday for me.

So this year!!!!!!!

There is a lot of things to do and another stuffs that may be good jn this year even if i dont know why.

I am very grateful because this year i will be in freshmen year part 2 aka semester 2 and it really freaking me out because i am so excited to do whatever that makes me.....

Happy?
Feeling more alive?
No longer being a desperate person?

Yes.

So the freshmen year part 2 start in the end of February, and now i am just waiting that and still wait for my final score for freshmen year part 1.

No. I am not excited for the score, i am just being a realistic person right now.

And i may or may not get a short holiday before starting class. And here it goes what i am doing for this short holiday:

-eat
-sleep
-movies
-discover a new music, new artist, new genre
-eat
-sleep
-movies
-drawing
-drawing
-car practice (sooner i may get a license!! Hope it fast!!)
-playing games
-games
-games
-hanging out with friends (i said this because yesterday i was sort of hanging with my friend. We're just watching movies and stuffs.)
-instagram
-youtube
-another social media
-sort of hoping there is someone (i may interest) to taking me a hanging out together #dramatic

Wow, that is a really good holiday, mut!!!

NO. IT WAS REALLY BORING.
But i liked it.

I just lying in bed all day, nothing to do, made myself not being a productive person

And all i do is just breathing and it is really okay.

I write this with my tab because my laptop is kind of broken and i dont know when will i get a new one :"D. And i listening to some music and yes, i am lying on my bed. What a day.

And for the nest posting, i may give you a hint and it was really ummmmm directly?idk.

#Np Troye Sivan - Lost Boy

Best Regards,
Mutia💙