First Anniversary; Bakar-bakar; Duduk-duduk; Malam

So, what a incredible year.

through thick and thin
big and small
fights
cries

well, it's been a year since i left highschool. and it was great actually. even though the papers, the midterms, the finals, and it was good.

because you are still there. oops.

because everyone who i met was really great. i met someone nice. i met someone hateful. but one thing concerns me;

they teach me something. e v e r y d a y.

so this kind of diversity kind of friend i met in my college was very......
cool.

so take a look around.

Thank you for all of your kindness.

cheers to the another year.

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so i was trying to sweep any emails that really i dont need them anymore but then..............

chat history waktu itu kehapus.


do you really know how important chat history is for me? i do really need that.

but on the other hand, i kind of really dont need it anymore. it's not because i like the way we chatted,

it is because i love the past. i kind of missed it.

i miss the way we used to talk, i miss the way i first saw you walk through the outside. i miss the way you look at me at the first time. i miss the way we...

do nothing


aduh, desperate gak sih? although i only keep it to myself but it still matters to me.

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What Makes Human Relations Important

hello.

i have been trying to have some time to write in my own spare time but i mostly and randomly spent it by ...

sleeping

youtube-ing

me-time.

according to my own title in this post, i want to try to evaluate my life in this year, but it's too early to write because it is the beginning of November, right?

this semester i have been taught a lot.

i don't know but it feels like the small little things could really blows my mind.

for example, i had a presentation about human relations and all the contents are most realizing me.

about anything.

and this day, another my college friend has a presentations about human relations too. even if the content is same, but the way they presentate is really different than my group.

i am not talking about how they talk or something.

sometimes, people like me-who really did not enjoy socialize in real life, did not feel comfort about relations, even with humans.i intend to feel more comfortable with my own. alone. well just because of that doesnt mean i am an anti-social friend.

if i am one of those,

i would never be a part of student council with double period when i was in high school.

i would never be a part of college council now.

i would never be i am now.

so, What makes Human Relations Important?

because we are a social creatures.  

we need someone to help us, 

we need someone to ask us to help them,

we need someone to take us somewhere,

we need someone to hear us,

we need people, literally.

because, 

believe or not

realize or not

love it or hate it

we have to make any kind of human relations. such as friends, even if we may talk with a kid in a bus.

because if we do not doing that, we can't live. even if you are a misanthrope.

Sia - Alive

Best Regards,

-Mutia

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