Here I Am

Here I am
sitting in the couch with blanket
listening to the sad song i picked
eating some breakfast menu in this midnight
in front of this laptop
thinking of you

Here I am
remember when we met
i see you in crowd
with your little precious smile
then you caught my eye
you have my soul.

Here I am
seeing your face in front of me
while we were eating our food in the restaurant
looking deep into your eyes
while you were told a story to me
feeling little "God, I love this guy"
while you got a present for me.

Here I am
Laughing when you forced me
to eat something i don't recognize
always remember
picking a lot of emotions when we were chatting
hearing too deep your voice in our little fast phone call
and you were whispering my name.

Here I Am
i don't count, isn't it like, one year and a half?
watching you walking away for me
thinking you might be hate on me
and you never keep our pictures in your pocket
promise to you that
i would never looking for you in crowd.


s.z

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“Hi, this is your reminder to remember that even if you have fifteen hours of homework in front of you… I don’t care. If your mom is asking you for help to water the flowers, go do it. If your dad is asking you to watch an action movie with him, watch it. If your friend is dealing with a break up, go call her and give her a hug this instant. If your brothers are jumping up and down in the trampoline outside, go outside and have fun with them. If your sister is baking some cupcakes down in the kitchen, help her mix the ingredients. If you want to finish that novel, read the first page of it right now and don’t stop. If you want to go and get a cup of tea, make yourself one. If your family wants to go to their favorite restaurant today, go out with them. Because hear me out. You can’t miss life just because of the demands of school. Your homework can always come later but life? Yeah, you only have one chance. Say this with me. Your homework assignment is NOT as important than living your life.”

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